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That's right.
Be Warned.

I'm leaving November 03, 2009. It'll be a while before I'm able to come back online. I've got a few more days left here. Once I'm gone, I'm gone. I'll return in three months time. I really don't have anything else to say. I'll probably log on a few more times, but once it hits 11/03/09, I'm outtie and won't return until 2010. I just hope everything goes smoothly. Take care, everyone.

I love you, Amber.
With all my heart.
I'll miss you.
<3#3#3

The Number One Stunner,
Jest.

So, most of my friends know that I'm really hardcore into lifting weights, exercising, and a lot of outdoor activities. Well, I've been a smoker since I was 13 years old. I'd go around, smoking left over cigarettes in ashtrays, or I'd steal my Aunties and Uncles packs of cigarettes before school and I'd smoke them at school. I was a rebel, through and through; However, I'm not smoking anymore. I've decided to put my feet down and just say no. I'm 25 years old now, so smoking for as long as I have, I'm sure is no where near healthy, but I'm telling you now. It's extremely hard to quit.

Now, last night I got extremely drunk. I believe I drank about six 22oz Budweiser bottles and three 16oz Budweiser bottles. I was pretty gone after that. I threw up most of the night. Got home and slept, then woke up with the worst hangover I've ever had in my life. Now, the reason I did this is, yesterday, I knew, would be my last day to drink. I've been a drinker for a very long time, as well. Not as long as I've been a smoker, but I started drinking when I was 16 years old. I've had my share of alcohol and liquor.

I decided that I want to get as healthy as possible; Therefore, when I told myself yesterday that I'm going to quit drinking, today I thought, why not throw in smoking, as well. So, here I am. It's only been about 16 hours since my last cigarette and beer, so I've been free of it since. I just hope that I could continue to pursue this goal of quitting. It's extremely hard to do, especially the fact that I've been doing both for so long.

I don't want to end up being a drunk, you know? Nor would I want to end up with lung cancer. None-the-less, I'm starting my diet tomorrow. My usual weight lifting, low calorie, low carbohydrate, high protein diet. I also start lifting weights, again. It's been three weeks since I've lifted weights, so I'm eager to get back into the gym and pump some iron.

I'm also going to start skating a lot more AND I plan on running more, as well. I'm just going to dedicate most of my time from tomorrow 'till I leave in November to strictly getting hardcore in shape. Then in November, it's off to Texas, and after Texas, THE WORLD! BWAHAHAHAHA! No, seriously, though. I really want to be in hardcore shape by the time I leave here. Wish me luck.

Which also reminds me, if you're willing to go running with me, just let me know. If you need a ride, I could give you one and we could do two mile runs and stuff. Just a suggestion. Anyway, again, just let me know.

Laters,
- Jest.

"Straight Edge"
By: Minor Threat.

I'm a person just like you
But I've got better things to do
Than sit around and fuck my head
Hang out with the living dead
Snort white shit up my nose
Pass out at the shows
I don't even think about speed
That's something I just don't need

I've got the straight edge

I'm a person just like you
But I've got better things to do
Than sit around and smoke dope
'Cause I know I can cope
Laugh at the thought of eating ludes
Laugh at the thought of sniffing glue
Always gonna keep in touch
Never want to use a crutch

I've got the straight edge.

Yes, I'm bored.
Someone, entertain me.
NAO!

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